I do this weird thing where i get incredibly close to someone, and they become more than just a friend. But once that has been established, my mind and body want nothing to do with them anymore. This has been going on for so long. I guess I just don’t do relationships, for now. It sucks because it really has nothing to do with that person, they could be great, amazing in fact, but my mind just wants out the second we become “something”. I guess i do need to just focus on me.
If I reply with “oh” I either don’t give a fuck or I feel like i’ve been punched in the throat